Getting:

• 3D Max


• Autodesk Maya


• zbrush

Gonna look up some tutorials and work my texturing for my portfolio. Possible job in the future as a concept artist and/or texture artist~ Thanks You've always kept an eye out for me in the industry wherever you are. There needs to be more awesome people like you! Now time for me to take the steps needed as you set the path. We shall see where this goes! Everyone cross your fingers. x___x

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On other news~

My trip to Austin was a complete success. Wish I had more time and money lol ah well, next time! Which I'll surely go by and visit next year 'round the same time probably.
Man 2009 is ending already! I can't believe it...wow. My life took a complete left turn for me this year.
Graduated from college, got a divorce from someone I was with for 7 years (still kinda healing from it), moved out and am now living with an insanely laid back and patient person (which is funny cause he's so busy and working all the time, has a beautiful gf too * 3 * ), still workin at little Caesar's, it's been a year lol. Went to Fanime in San Jose in May, AX in July in LA, then Austin Texas around middle of October to visit and a surprise visit during my stay there with my brother and AWESOME PEOPLE <3333



Because they worked damn hard on it and they need to be appreciated for their effort.

Ok so...I got a subscription.
How do I do this.

Also, October is just around the corner when I get to annoy =whitetrashpalace in person. YAY


Right now I'm fucking exhausted. Long laborious day at work. Also coming down from a major caffeine rush/sugar high. Many things I gotta do after October, one being that I gotta get a new job so I can catch up to those damned school loans and my rent lol.. don't want to be homeless now do I? 8D

Been going through a mind block as of late. Haven't been able to make anything or finish any of my creations/commissions. Maybe it's because inside I'm feeling really depressed because of run in of bad luck with my life. Ah well, it'll pass. I just have to endure and make do with what I can right? Fun times.

( will play with journal skins next time around. )

Ok. So usually I'm not a vampire loving kind of person.
You know those who are vampire freaks or werewolf junkies. I'm more of a demon person myself but...anyway. Twilight...yes, I've read all the books and watched the movie, to my dismay. It's alright, could have lived without knowing about it but ah well.
But...watching true blood, I never thought I'd love a vampire series so much. I mean...come on! How cliche is that?!?!?!?! SERIOUSLY
Buffy...Angel...so many trendy vampire series. But man oh man, just something about True Blood that I can't not watch. It's so awesome, it's got a very earthy and realistic appeal to it. Yes, being realistic for vampires is hard to accomplish but...true blood makes it happen. It's the only series I've ever let myself want to watch in so long. It's incredibly awesome and I recommend it to anyone who loves drama/thriller/mind fucks/paranormal type series. I just finished watching Season 2 Episode 9. I cried at the end. Jesus...I can't believe I let myself sink so low as to become a fangirl to such a show! Have mercy on me lol.

Alright, all my summer traveling is over. Now I'm feeling bummed, depressed, and keeping myself overly busy. Dammit, I thought I finished with emotional breakage!? Ah well, only thing I can do is to move on and keep my chin up right? I'm missing some people I can't see because we live in different states. This upsets me. And the ones I do have here in Vegas seem to live so far from me. One step at a time...one step...at a time. You know when you want something you can't have? But you've accepted the fact you'll never have it? Yeah, kinda going through that right at the moment. That and the feeling of uselessness. Just want to disappear sometimes then maybe all my debt would go away hahahahaaaaah yeah no I know it won't, stupid for me even thinking about that shit. Dammit! Maybe I'm depriving myself of physical interaction for too long and it's making me go crazy? lol Being lonely never sucked so much until now.

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Anyway
Dammit I need to get ignition for my moped! gurrrrr
Planning on visiting come middle of October. Haven't officialized~ the dates yet. Saving up. Will have to miss most of renaissance fair this year. Ah well, I go every year anyway why not miss a year? lol Yadayada. Have fun kids, keep safe, don't drink too much. ~sigh~///rambleramble
Sorry for this useless myspace entry lol~

Hey everyone, long time no talky right? Had lots of fun at Fanime. I feel sad I didn't' get to buy as much art as I wanted to but I will make it up to those artists I saw and adore. :3

Now Anime Expo is coming up. I'll be going to that too! I'll dress up as Tira Misu from Bakuretsu hunters xD (sorcerer hunters)

I got the thigh high boots and getting the lace up teddy today Can't forget the almighty bull whip hmm? ^^

Love you guys!

Ann